Where would I rather Be right now?

Here with my 146s and You. ♥

Fuck, my life is sooo hard...heh

Got bumped off the chopper on Friday and ended up snorkelling in Exmouth, all on the client's expense....ahhh sucha hard life. Welcome to the oilfield baby. You either go hard or get the fuck out of my face. Toodles! ♥

Having mad pow shredding withdrawals now...

Currently offshore with mad shredding withdrawals...really need to go snowboarding now. So much going in my head and heart that I can't think straight. Help me. Someone. I really wish you wouldn't bolt but bon voyage, pet. You are yet another one that got away....but, nothing a hardcore pow-shredding sesh can't fix. Gonna miss your boy hugs. ♥

I miss my San Fran-fucking-cisco...

Contemplate.

"It is selfish, carnivorous the way darkness eats up everything we thought we'd never lose. The same things we thought would last forever...Strange then, how they are always the first to go."

contented.

This is exactly how I'm feeling right about now....

Battered and bruised and disgusted with myself. Every time I go there the same thing happens again and again...the excessive drinking, the dramas of a life once lost and the occassional use of hallucinogens. Fuck Iz, when are you ever gonna learn that those things just don't make you happy? Not even one bit. Trust me.
Love always,
Voice inside your heart telling you to grow the fuck up.

♥

now.

Well you can try....?

Haaa....

My Daddy, he knows me oh too well.

Daddy used to tell me that I was Rock'N'Roll...Maybe this was what he meant...

Daddy said (while intoxicated)," You will reign Hell very well when the time comes for it. And I'm proud to say that I fathered a lady fit to commander an Army of the Damned."
Nawww Dad, you shouldn't have. That's the sweetest thing anyone could've ever said to me...Love you heaps! ♥

My life in reverse....

Yesterday...

Dear Sneakers,
You were on my mind nine-tenths of yesterday.
This is fucked up.
♥
Sneakerholics Anonymous anyone?
x